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其实我心里很难过。。。我不知道是不是自己想太多了，而且都是往坏方向想，所以把你的形象想得很糟糕，而且你给的解释不令人信服，所以在我脑海里想的都是不结婚，分手，或是怎么解决我们之间的关系。我从来都没有想到第一段感情是这么糊里糊涂的陷下去了，我没有看清楚人就付出我最珍贵的东西。现在我很后悔。怪自己心太软，立场没有坚定。 我不明白为什么这次你不能过来，哪怕是一天也好。我在想尽脑袋替你想原因，可是结果就是你小气，怕过来花钱，所以靠着你妹妹的在的原因，呆在家里。我也明白。。。 心里有种意识，就是分手。。。真的不是在这里玩了。。。 唉 。。。

突然间想回来，看看这里。我想这个地方，曾经的回忆。。。

He remembers everything important, such as the date I say yes to his question, the date we met. Those little things made me happy. lol. I don't realize we haven't met for a month already since the DC trip on … Continue reading →

He finally says it!! I love you!! hahah... But when he said he out of his mouth, I couldn't believe it!! Seriously, you fall in love with me?? Am I that good?? worthy to be loved by someone?? Maybe I … Continue reading →

Here is the major content I posted in my new blog, which i decide to close down last night. I don't want to know it any more. S reads it twice a day, that freaks me out. So I close … Continue reading →

So I dont know what I am thinking and how I really feel about S. In addition, my mom doesn't like him that much because of his thinness, teeth problem. etc, etc, etc....After the DC trip, I guess the whole … Continue reading →

I like Stephen...The feeling is getting more and more everyday. We chat over phone every day. that makes me worried about having a brain tumor one day since we talk so much on phone. I want to hold his hands … Continue reading →

Rejection, Rejection, Rejection again and again from Deloitte first, to PwC, and now to Johnson Lambert. I had enough rejections...When is my turn to receive an acceptance??? I hate recruiting. I hate being rejected. Beside this, class isn't going well, … Continue reading →

越来越觉得自己变笨了。变得很笨很笨。再也没有能力去得到自己想要的东西。 这次的tax exam我又拿了个86. 正常来说，应该分数更高的，因为考卷比上一个简单的多。可是还是拿了个86. 肯定是true or false问题错了很多。哎。。。。 怎么办？ 心里很挫败 很沮丧 stephen昨天没有电话来让我很担心。他接了annie's call but didn't call me. 他怎么了？ 如果不在乎的话，为什么这么担心？ 我知道对他还是有感情的，只是不深。 搞得我整天都很郁闷，愁眉苦脸的。 妈的，不争气的我已经因为他哭了三次了。。。 该死的。。。 今天跟明天要努力奋战心理学的paper... 加油！加油！！！